| Wednesday, January 30th, 2008 |
| January 30th|9.52am |
new journal....
add this one... cause i felt like it was time for a new journal. www.livejournal.com/users/kentondangerou s |
| Sunday, January 13th, 2008 |
| January 13th|9.56am |
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| Friday, January 11th, 2008 |
| January 11th|12.23pm |
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| Tuesday, January 8th, 2008 |
| January 8th|9.19am |
do you ever...
feel like you're stuck in a never ending circle? Current Mood:  blank |
| Saturday, December 22nd, 2007 |
| December 22nd|3.52pm |
go shit in the ocean...
So Christmas came early this year, because everyone is going home for Christmas...so we just opened presents yesterday. Here's what i got: from Shannon: a red Nintendo DS Lite Final Fantasy 3 Trauma Center: Under the Knife two shirts from Kelli: a bear hat 1000 drinking games from Amanda: black pants from Chase: a new bed for Shannon and I I have to say I'm really happy about all the things i got. Brando and Baker might come up to have some beers tonight since I'm here by myself. Shannon had to go to Louisville to have dinner with her parents today, and depending on the weather tonight she might be staying up there till tomorrow. It's my day off from work, and the show I was supposed to play got canceled. I'm really bored. Current Mood: okay |
| Monday, December 10th, 2007 |
| December 10th|9.12am |
i just noticed...
that shannon posts in this thing ALL the time. i never do. i have to remedy this... for what reason i don't know. work still sucks. shannon's birthday is coming up. so is christmas. i want to get her something amazingly great. tried to change my myspace password to "megadeathrocks"... apparently that's too many letters. lame. i was in a play. also a photography book. tea is good. dragons are also pretty awesome. shannon is cute in fuzzy sweater vests for sure. breakfast burritos rock. Current Mood:  calm |
| Wednesday, November 21st, 2007 |
| November 21st|5.54pm |
this is going to be mostly a rant (sorry!)
it's recently come to my attention that my work is ruining all aspects of my life. i work six, sometimes seven days a week...nine to ten and a half hours on each of those days. i'm not even full time either...i'm still consider a part time employee...which i don't understand at all. i am making 6.90 right now with a .50 night premium that starts at 8pm. so all in all i make 7.40 PLUS...since i work third shift...i am asleep for most of the day. this all adds up to this. i never have the chance to do anything else really besides work since i am either AT work, or tired all the time. this in turn is ruining all aspects of a social life i could have, im coming down with some kind of sickness cold thing and i dont get the rest i need to fight it off, and my relationship with shannon is horribly suffering. i've recently found out that i am getting moved to full time...but before we all shout for joy let's look at this for a second. with full time i get: free health free dental free vision retirement plan what i don't get: a pay increase (what the fuck?) ...and the insurance benefits don't even kick in for like twelve weeks at the earliest. i'm going to be third in charge...which means i am in charge of an entire crew when my boss isnt around, yet im still making the same amount of money as the people i'm in charge of...some even less than. i am not requesting all the hours i am getting. when i started i asked for 40 hours if they could give it to me...but less was fine. now i am scheduled for 48 hours a week...but always working at least 1-2 hours overtime everyday. the only day off i get this week is thanksgiving...which i am spending at my apartment by myself because everyone elses jobs allow them to go home to their families. (ie shannon and our roommates.) awesome. Current Mood:  cold |
| Thursday, October 25th, 2007 |
| October 25th|2.37pm |
MEGA UPDATE!
i'll start this off with the best quote ever Shannon Martin: "Hair is a constant project!" ---------------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- ------------------ work is going good. i just stand around and listen to music all day and occasionally put something on a shelf. i also was told yesterday that i am the only stock crew member that is worth a shit. sweet. right now i am waiting on a call to see if i can somehow go before work and do laundry... which needs done so badly. shannon has been really down lately because of school and stuff... and i keep feeling like it is my fault...like i am not doing enough to help her. i just dont know what to do. i hope she knows that i love her so much...and i just want to see her succeed and be happy. i think we need a vacation...to france...or something nice like that. halloween party tomorrow. exciting. Current Mood: blank |
| Tuesday, October 9th, 2007 |
| October 9th|7.11pm |
i won't believe your eyes...
got a job at kroger. it's fun. leaving in a minute to go there. i just had some delicious bbq chicken and cheesy taters. halloween, thanksgiving, christmas is all soon! the trifecta!!!! i love it! Current Mood:  busy |
| Thursday, September 27th, 2007 |
| September 27th|2.41pm |
i said i would try for you...
i haven't written anything worthwhile in a long time... so here's some stuff i've done in the past couple days. give me your thoughts please. "Pulled Teeth and Arms of Diamond..."
wring out your shirt
the sweat from the night before
when we writhed and turned
blistered and burned
then i caught that bus and ran away from everyone
Lord knows you're fashion at it's best
sunglasses big enough to hide any tears that would ever form
we all learn to pass on the alcohol
when it's pills we're trying to digest
i saw your face in a photograph
digital and pixelated
i am but a man
and you are nothing but a song in my head
i've passed up my chances
second looks and sideways glances
now i can't remember if what i saw was even real
you probably never even existed
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"...and we laughed as he was devoured"
father sea, what is to become of me?
mother earth, when will i be through?
done with the pain that fills my lungs as i gasp for air...
fighting to breathe.
nevermind my eager heart that yearns to hold warm bodies.
forget my lying eyes that ache to see a happy smile.
all i ever wanted to do was live
so i trusted when you told me...
"come into the water and stop staring at the waves."
...and here i am now
washed out to sea and pleading...
"dear father, are you still not done with me?" Current Mood: good |
| Tuesday, September 25th, 2007 |
| September 25th|3.13pm |
come on...
...you can be yourself again. Current Mood:  curious |
| Wednesday, September 19th, 2007 |
| September 19th|2.48am |
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| Monday, September 17th, 2007 |
| September 17th|6.25pm |
so what do you do...
when the snakes are all dead... and the lights have gone dim? what do you do when there's not a drop of poison left for yourself... and the wind blows that much harder at night? what's to be done about the artist with no crowd left to sing to? he's all but forgotten how to live when the music is gone. Current Mood: drained |
| Wednesday, September 12th, 2007 |
| September 12th|5.11pm |
midnight on a beach in the mediterranean...
i'm glad that fall is on it's way back in. it'll be nice having the cool weather, leaves on the ground, etc. i really need a job... i guess i should be filling out applications instead of doing this. grocery shopping tonight. i feel like i am in limbo or something... i just am not doing anything productive at all and i can't get the initiative to be so. Current Mood: curious |
| Monday, August 27th, 2007 |
| August 27th|1.47am |
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| Friday, August 24th, 2007 |
| August 24th|11.13pm |
state fair...
totally a lot of fun. shannon and i looked at some cows. watched fudge get made. saw puppies and baby chickens. but they were all dead...or sleeping... i couldnt tell which. we ate corn dogs, funnel cake, and drank some tea and soda. we watched emerson hart. looked at various fair things. and now we're home. what a fun day. |
| Wednesday, August 15th, 2007 |
| August 15th|1.55pm |
holy crappppP!!!!!
Alice Cooper is going to be at the Kentucky State Fair tomorrow!!!! I am pumped.  Current Mood: crazy |
| Friday, August 3rd, 2007 |
| August 3rd|12.29pm |
kill the music...
so i was going to go to the warped tour in Cinci this week. change of plans. shannon asked me if i could drop her off at whitney's @ 4:00am because she was going to see the Slayer/Manson show in Cleveland that day. on my way back i was listening to some music... i missed my exit and went at the next light to turn around... and a cop pulled me over. he said i was "bobbing my head" and he thought i was falling asleep/drunk/high/whatever. he then found out my license is suspended... and a five minute drive to whitney's and back to john's apartment turned into two days in jail. lame. jail is the worst thing ever...especially in louisville. food sucks...people suck...conversation is slim to none... and you can't sleep...because the lights are on the whole time. i spent the whole first day sitting on the floor with no blanket and the AC cranked below freezing. finally got a bed and a blanket and just layed there forever. i never want to have to go there again... straight and narrow for me from now on... i am never doing anything ever again that would even maybe get me put back in there. that is how bad i hated it. imagine if you can... it was a mexican guy who kidnapped some little girls, drug dealers, a transvestite hooker who posed as a police officer...and me. awesome. who is going to the indianapolis warped tour? Current Mood:  contemplative |
| Thursday, July 26th, 2007 |
| July 26th|3.40am |
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| Saturday, July 21st, 2007 |
| July 21st|4.29am |
war with sleepwalker tour...
so i've been on tour.... still am... here's an update. things are awesome. end of update. call me...new cell... 606 278 4168 |
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